Tuesday, June 30, 2009

And yea. Okay.

Hey people!

I have so many surge of feelings this pass few days.

From ecstatic to relief, to being proud to feeling a bit angry to feeling downright guilty.

Yes. All those feelings in a matter of 3 days.

For those who know me, I only have one feeling. Which is happy. And that's it.
Oh, and the occasional emo-ness I have during debates.

But that is it.

So ecstatic cause we broke into the octo finals at KDUDA Debate Competition.
Not only that, we broke third.

This may not seem much of a big deal to many people, but for my team, it was pure euphoria practically.

So yea. Just bear with me for that.

Oh and before I go on, congratulations to my senior team of Katholik team 1 on managing to get runner up for the KDUDA.=)

Also, congratulations to Bukit Sentosa on their win.

And then there was this bit of anger I felt today.
It was actually more of a "what on earth?!" kind of feeling.

You know, I just believe that some things should be kept private and just share it with your close friends.
Anything out of that is totally unnecessary.
And can be hurtful to others which can cause a few enemies to be made.

And then I started to feel guilty for all this while being so competitive.
And not only that, I start gloating whenever we are better.
But then again, it is my nature. To be competitive I mean. And I guess also to gloat after winning. But then again, who doesn't?
I am a very very competitive person.
I just don't seem like one.
So I guess I should just tone down on my ego.=D
Haha wow. A girl with an ego.

So yea. That is basically all of my sudden feelings for these pass few days.
I shall now just stick to being happy.
Right after I complain till I am satisfied tomorrow.=D

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